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Each year as the summer comes
to a close, a pulpit rabbi's eye
turns toward yontif. There are
services to prepare, sermons to
write, music cues to coordinate,
deadlines for the program. It's
a seemingly endless series of
tasks to perform so everyone and
everything will be ready for "the
big days." By the time yontif
itself comes, we've been living
with them for months, and it seems
like they will be a letdown.
And
yet every year, in spite of what
it seems Rosh Hashanah and Yom
Kippur will be like, they take
on a life of their own and are
as fresh and invigorating as if
we had just walked in the door.
Such is the power of these two
holy days - a power that transcends
the myriad of mundane details
we go through to prepare for them.
Suddenly, it's white robes and
the special musical mode set aside
for just these days and the sound
of the shofar, and all the preparation
fades into the background.
I've
never quite understood how what
I've said can be so, and I certainly
can't explain it. But it is so,
at least it is for me. It happens
every year. One day I feel mired
down in getting ready, and the
next day feels as fresh for me
as I suspect it does for you.
A
member who admitted she usually
only attends Temple twice a year
once asked me if I thought Rosh
Hashanah and Yom Kippur are less
special for me than for her, since
I attend Shabbat worship every
week. Actually, it's quite the
opposite. At the risk of using
an image some may not appreciate,
being "in prayer shape"
actually enhances the yontifs
for me, and I find the same to
be true for other regular worshipers.
Worship and the things that comprise
it are a regular part of my life.
Being
in the sanctuary, watching you
pour in with the special buzz
that accompanies you as you greet
one
another, then hearing the cantor
and choir sing the prayers, reading
familiar words that have been
augmented for the yontif service
- these are all variations on
what happens in my life every
week. They are like special spices
one adds to a familiar dish that
make it tastier.
Suddenly,
all the preparation and work we
go through to see that everything
happens the way it's supposed
to seems to melt into the services
and a spiritual air overpowers
them.
Since
the holidays are only a few weeks
away, we're in the throes of getting
everything ready. It will be the
5767th time we have started a
new year. Like you, I'm anticipating
them. I can't wait to once again
feel their power.
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